Nodal stresses

Recently I had the unfortunate experience of living through a square between the Full Moon and my natal Lunar Nodes. What this means is that the Full Moon of January 23, 2016 at 3 Aquarius-Leo was at exact 90 degree angles to the North and South Nodes in my personal chart at 3 Scorpio-Taurus.

(Adding to this is transiting Mars sextile natal Mars, transiting Pluto sesquiquadrate natal Pluto and semi-square Sun, and transiting Jupiter-North Node quincunx natal Moon.)

Ouch!

From about two days before till three days after the Full Moon, I felt tormented and jittery, as if being terribly taunted. Of course, this wasn't the case. Outwardly things went quite smoothly. My wife was extra kind, I fulfilled my obligations okay to home and work. I even got a good massage and went to a hot springs for a soak. But my emotions were on trigger, I felt like I was holding back an explosion of temper. And I so terribly wanted to do different things from my normal life, like make a long trip to my land in Nevada, like work on project ideas that have that really require some significant funding, like talk and laugh and dance the night away with some frivolous friends. Since I didn't plan any of these activities for this time, none of it happened. And I lived raw and on edge internally.

Meditating at the time of the Full Moon didn't help with my jittery-ness, in fact, it amplified it. Don't get me wrong, I love meditating at the Full and New Moon times. Yet I find that I filled up with earth and cosmic energies to such a degree that I was unable to have more than superficial composure in social situations. This doesn't always happen in my lunar meditations, but it sure happened big-time now. A teacher once expressed that when filling up with earth and cosmic energies, it is important to have a channel for them to express, otherwise they can be internally destructive. I think that means that the energies can wreak havoc for the person - getting them into trouble with others, and causing personality pain, emotional loss, and defeating beliefs. As for me, I think that my blogging and my astrology studies for others acted as a channel for the energies I took in this time, as well as running at the gym. Yet it probably wasn't enough.

The theme for the previous New Moon meditation was about living with Guides. The guides and angels help with overseeing our lives, keeping us safe, showing us our next steps, and bringing us knowledge, information, and experiences when we ask truly for them. Perhaps the recent Full Moon time for me was a lesson in not being connected enough with the Guides, and in not asking for direction in adequately using and channeling the energies I had collected. Hmmm. Life is about learning, yes? This is good.

I'd love to read your comments!

Zoroastrianism

Today I recommended that a colleague call on Zoroaster when frustrated during his work. He liked the idea!  For the rest of the afternoon, swearing consisted of Zorro!!  Zorro!!

It would make a case for the gods being real in the old days, if, in your frustration, you said "Zorro!", and you heard "What?".

Now, say that calling 'Zorro' in frustration became popular. Well then, perhaps, while people are having near death experiences, they might observe Jesus and Zoroaster elbowing each other to be the center of attention for the person rising through the tunnel of light!

Kim Kardashian Kwotes

Here are a few quotes said to be by Kim Kardashian. These are the words of a young lady who is growing up in a public spotlight that she has magnetized to herself and developed.

"I can't instagram pics of me wearing jewelry or cute things because my mom always shows up in the same exact thing right after!"

"Rock those beautiful curves, ladies!"


You're prettiest when you're happy!

Everyone that knows me knows that I'm a hopeless romantic! I love with all of my heart and soul. 

Count your blessings. Develop an attitude of gratitude.

You've got to just do what's right for you, even if it doesn't make sense to someone else!

Worrying will never change the outcome.

Don't make the mistake of comparing yourself to others. If God wanted you to have their exact gifts, He would have given them to you!

Sex & the City never gets old!!!! Still obsessed!

How do you spell tanorexic anyway? Tannerexic? Tannorexic? Is this even a real word?

No matter how long you've had a dream, it can still come true if you persevere.

I do know that I have to follow my heart. I never had the intention of hurting anybody and I accept full responsibility for my actions and decisions, and for taking everyone on this journey with me.



"I get I live a public life. I live my life on a reality show for the world to see. I love my life, but when the cameras stop, that doesn't mean I don't want a break too. I'm 32 yrs old now, about to be a mom. I'm not 25 clubbing around LA anymore. There's no excuse for threats & stalking!"


Happiness is a choice...join team happy and get off team hater! Who even has all that time to hate!?!

"I wouldn't let the paps get a pic of me today & they threatened my life & said if I continue to block shots then they will make my world dangerous to live in! How dare they threaten my life & my unborn child! This has gotten way out of control!"

Sometimes you just have to let people grown up on their own. Even if you know what's best for them. They will look back and realize their mistakes.

Its so frustrating watching someone close to you make all the wrong choices and decisions...but I guess you need to sit back and let them learn.

I've been trying to change my bad eating habits, slow process but its working. I feel so much better! Sugar, dairy and gluten free. HARD!

Everyone that knows me knows that I'm a hopeless romantic! I love with all of my heart and soul. I want a family and babies and a real life so badly that maybe I rushed in to something too soon.

First and foremost, I married for love. I can't believe I even have to defend this. I would not have spent so much time on something just for a TV show!

I don't need a relationship to define who I am.



These quotes were found at http://www.searchquotes.com/search/Kim_Kardashian/

Magical skies

Today is one of those magical sky days, where, when we look up at the Moon, we find the bright lights of Venus and Mars in a straight line extending from the fat crescent side. Venus is the brighter of the two lights. Over the next two days, the Moon will travel between and then to the other side of the two bright lights. And, if we look carefully beyond the dimmer of the two lights (Mars), and a little lower in the sky, we'll find Jupiter, as well.

Read more at Our Daily Planets

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Be sure to check out the informative blogs of 'Daily Transit Chats' at The Astrology Studio blog.

A horoscope reading for the day is given, and the major themes are listed and described. Great for learning a little more about how astrology works!

See the site, The Astrology Studio for even more horoscope-related gems. Full and New Moon charts for the entire year are provided, as well as 200 years of spring equinox charts. Want to see where Uranus was in the sky in the year 1927 during the roaring twenties? Or 1969 when Neil Armstrong walked on the moon? Check out the '0 Aries: 1900-2100' link for these and more!

Urbanite camps alone in remote desert for the first time.

Edgar Hasseltuth, who lived his whole life in downtown Manhattan, went on an unusual adventure by camping in the wild and remote expanse of the Nevada desert for several days. He went alone with a tent, some water and food, a beach chair, and a machete that he picked up at an Army-Navy store.

Although Edgar enjoys living in the city, he can feel claustrophobic and lost sometimes with all of the hustle and bustle and impersonal nature of city living. He'd long dreamed of escaping away to someplace remote to get a feel for what it would be like to be in nature and be the only human around for miles. And since a visit to Mars or the Moon is currently not a possibility, it seemed that a visit to the desert is the closest he could get to fulfilling this vision.

The first night in the desert was pretty scary. From inside his tent, the howling wind, the perceived pitter-patter of footsteps (or paw-steps), the isolation and inability to call on someone for help and assurance kept him awake most of the night. It gave him an appreciation for the term 'night terror'. He'd never experienced night terrors in the city, there was no reason to.

Later nights were not so terrible. Although he was lonely, the terrors abated.  Sitting in his chair, gazing at the sky, the desert, and the mountains, watching the stars at night, going on long hikes, watching the wildlife, those were the main activities of each day. He drew in the sand to pass the time, too. Thinking a lot about his life took up a lot of his time.

The hawks circling in the sky were beautiful, and so carefree. The deer with white butts, little red foxes, salamanders, and rabbits sauntered or skittered by sometimes. A bee hovered at the front door of the tent one day right after he opened the door. And a pet grasshopper hung out in front of the tent for over an hour one morning.

After a while his mind quieted down, too. The stillness of the desert had the effect of calming the frantic emotions and thoughts he was in the habit of living in. And the peacefulness and quiet actually became enjoyable! Even the loneliness ebbed away.

Edgar returned to the city a changed man. He was easily able to pick up the pace of his lifestyle and of his friends and colleagues, but now he had an internal reference for stillness that he could draw upon any time he needed it. He found that he knew himself a little better than before, and in that knowledge he felt freedom. There is no doubt that Edgar will be returning to the desert for another vacation of solitude after a while.

Weird tiny house

Ever read about the tiny houses? Someone just drove by with a weird funny-looking homemade house painted green with maroon trim. Sure cure for depression to mockingly laugh at such a spectacle going down the road. But hey, imagine the sweat and equity that went into building that thing. It's someone's pride and joy. We can laugh all we want, the owner and user of it has the last laugh.

Anyway, tiny houses are interesting. Not quite sure why anyone would want to live in one of those. But they're cute to look at and an interesting concept. Here's some links.

Tumbleweed houses: http://www.tumbleweedhouses.com/  To my knowledge, this group is the pioneer in the development, production, and sales of tiny houses. Want to look like you live in a tiny old-western style house while driving down the road? Well take a look at their models!

Among the photo galleries galore on the internet is this one of tiny houses by Country Living: http://www.countryliving.com/home-design/g1887/tiny-house/

Up close and personal with a couple proudly living in their tiny house and blogging all about it: http://tinyhouseblog.com/

Got you hooked? Check out this sales site for many styles of tiny houses: http://tinyhouselistings.com/ Perhaps you can find your little dream home here.

With a nice little piece of land to grow your crops and maybe tend livestock, a tiny house could be a great first step to living a rent-free, debt-free lifestyle. Run the land business right, and someday it may be possible to add a lot of elbow room to the living space.